An attitude means a complex mental state involving beliefs and feelings and values and dispositions to act in certain ways
It is a part of human’s life. It plays very important part. With this article, I am not blaming my family. It is it is. Just learn to aware and live with it or change. I have come to realize my attitudes in life when I started my 25th year on earth. I had no idea that how pessimistic I am. I guess or even you can guess part of it came from childhood and another part from experiences. Belief system is also one of major actors in my life. Let’s me explain a little bit about “belief system”. The belief system is the brain, mind, body system that link together and behaviors or thoughts are its results. Moreover, it leads to what we have got until today. I never thought that I am good enough, intelligent enough and loved. Then this thought had shown in my school, career and even family relationship. I had torn myself apart all the time. I was looking for the best of me which I never thought I had. I always was scared of what people think of me or to deal with people who have stronger believe in themselves. Because I didn’t want to disappoint my parents of my school life, I never told them what really happened in me that made me cold and aggressive. You know what!! It’s call offensive mechanism. Like a crab or snail, I have hard shell outside to protect the soft and sensitive body inside. That’s me. The older I am, the colder I am. It affects the relationship with others and it developed careless personality.
Two years ago, I had a chance to take a class called “Discover” led by Rob & Jean Marie. It was really the mind & brain exhausted class. I was ignited to think about ME as I saw myself. Three months later, I took a class called “Quantum Leadership Academy” which has changed my life forever. Not yet right away after classes, I tried what I never wanted to do in my life, training. I now look back to the starting point and believe that I can do it!!
I am saying that I am still on my journey of self-acceptance and I will not give up until I truly love ME. Please pray for me.
