Somehow I am uneasy about being a warrior (นักรบ) and a Buddhist.

As a Buddhist I strive to "become" fully aware of myself (action and mind). I think the Buddha never asked us to "overcome" or to "win" over enemies.

We win by knowing and acting in the "right" ways -- all the time. But we do not win by "killing off" our enemies as warriors (นักรบ) do.