I am very sick persons. I have more than 100 sickness I cannot rememember. In young age, my friends called me "dek anamai" because I have to sleep in "MUNG" , have to boil rain water before drinking, because I allergic to alcohol and moquitoes. I have serious stomack problems, motion sickness, diaahirea, etc. I have to eat 3 meals at exact time, if not I will have stomachace.
Recently, I was unexpectedly with unprepare to have only 2 meals a day and have to have meditation. I never did so in my life because I don't think I can do it. My tendon cannot allow me to sit for long time and I have bone degradation problems inspected by MRI and Dr. Ekapong recently.
Miracle did happen, I pass thru 3 days miditation without dinners and fell nothing even I have serious flu and coughing.
I never know I can do it that why I never did it.
After 3 days of meditation w/o dinners I keep on doinging until today, it was now 17 days passed. I still sick of flu but I still feel nothing about my health and my stomach. I indend to continue meditation w/o dinner thruout my life.
There are several reasons why I make decision to do so:
1. to safe food for our world in the future. If I eat fewer then it will have more food for more people in the future.
2. to prolong my life span to make more inovation benefit to the world in the future. At this moment I made OLPC and Android.
3. to reduce work for my wife because she don't have to prepare dinner anymore and her life will be much easier to live.
4. etc.
I may add more detail later.
October 10, 2010
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Why I did good things to the world?
Why I did good things to the world?
In buddhism it has “kod hang kum” said doing good then good thing will happen to us. Reason doing good but bad thing still keep on happening to us because we doing bad in the past lifes. The weak point happen because most of us did not believe that past lifes and next life do exist or not.
I am a scientist so to be safe I will reduce the risk down to minimum. I don't know past lifes or next lifes exist so it was better for me to do good things. That is one of reason I did unbeleivable good thing to the world. BUT it was only a minor reason. Major reason is because I am selfish. I did good thing majory because I wish good thing to happen to my son and my daughter. After I die, I don't know I will reborn to get good return as our lord said or not but I am sure my son and my daughter still exist and can have children to eat good things and good inventions that I used to give to our world.
Another minor reason why I did good things is because I am selfish again. In this life I realized that if I did good things to the world then the world will response good thing to me and made me to have a happy life. If I did bad I will feel unhappy.
So, In my case , I did good thing because I am a selfish man.
So far of good things I gave to the world:
1. Free 9 heads prefect super computer.
2. Free Android
3. Free SSS/OLPC
4. Free the first Thai word processor
5. Free the first Thai servers
6. Free SSS work shops
7. Free several teachings
8. Stop eating dinner to have more food to the poor in the future.
9. Made several free inventions to the world
My regret is the world did not got much benefit to my inventions because they suspect in me that I did so for what? They think I did so always has hidden argenda in my mind. The propose of this writing is to clearify that why I made good things to our world. I am sure the world still in doubt on me because exceptional persons as me are rare in this world. It was unbeleivable that person as me did exist in this world. And it was unbeleivable that how come I can invent good things where “NO MAN HAS GONE BEFORE”.
In history, there is not exist man that can did the things that I already made (Invention 1-9 above)
Regards,
zxc555